the next thing you know whatever was holding you up there disappears and you start falling, falling back to the place you were before. but the worst part isnt getting back to where you started, because you know that thats a safe place, a place you know, a place where you can learn to be happy even if it doesn't quite fulfill ur needs...
no. the worst part is falling. because you never know when ur going to finally reach the ground. sometimes the fall is fast and subtle and u dont really feel it. but there are other times, and these are the worst, when that fall can become longer than you expected. when u finally think ur going to reach the ground you realize that you still have long ways to go, ur no where near the end...
Ok, yes your comment was way longer than I expected...but I like it a lot. I wish I can write more but I'm sleepy. Sorry.
ReplyDeleteHowever, you know you can trust me, and I do not judge you. We are, like you said, more than cousins or simply relatives; we are friends, and never forget it.
Your post seems sad, but profound and heartfelt. Cheer up.
Wait,forget what I just wrote, you should write more about it, don't drown it, let it flow.
Take care.
Jorge